#0601 I must admitted that I am really bad in sense of emotion
After a lot of fail, I know it is time to change the way following girl in a better way. More gentle, kindly and let her feel that you really care for her.
#0604 I still felling confused about my feeling and don’t know what to do.
I want to rush but must restrain my feeling. That make me feel so irritate. Following is the most difficult task that we can not finish without girl’s permission :))
I have got kicked from a Clan in Clash of Clan because :
1- Forgot to take two attacks in war, 2-Talk too much,
3-Give a lot of opinions while I am just a new member
That is my feeling but I really want to ask the leader the main reason I got kicked out. I felt the same feeling when A girl kick me just because she don’t like me 😂😂. I don’t know who could like an ungentle, straightforwardly guy like me. Every girl I met, I can’t help thinking why they don’t like me back :)). May be, Am I really like them. I don’t know, but If they don’t give me a chance how could I understand her and really like them. That is contrary of life, fuck my self for too unlucky in finding the one.
15:14 Pm. Suddenly don’t know what to do, why following girl made my mind so tired. Thinking too much and don’t know what is my true feeling.
#0604 Hu hu can’t control my feeling
I don’t know this is crush feeling or I really like her. But how can I transform from crush to actually like her if she doesn’t give me a chance, turn on green light. I know I must chance because If I confess all thing to her she will be more defence and feel that I am forcing her to like me back. Ok we need time to make her feel about your care and your attention.
Control your natural character is very hard. But you need to do if you want to change your life from single to married 😂😂😂
#19:58 I couldn’t help to sent her a message :)) Just ask I don’t see her day on Facebook recently
I don’t know It is ok or not, but If you like why you don’t try. I am afraid if getting rejected again but If I don’t ask how could I understand her😂😂. If she care hope she will feedback soon.
1108 Pm: Got blast criticized from her and I know I am wrong, ok I like her straight forward character.
I have bad behavior when advise her to do or read something that I think It is good for her. Ok, another experience I have learned. Never advise someone to do things, they do what they like 😂😂. I don’t know she will hate me more or not. Ok the contrary of us have just started😅😅
Like a Facebook post of her from 2016 and she said I shouldn’t dig up her fb. I feel she clearly doesn’t have any chemistry with me. So, I should stop follow her or not. I don’t know. It is so hard to find a girl care about you and try to understand you 😂😂😂
“Vâng anh chú ý lần tới thích ai thì đừng đào fb ng ta từ mấy năm trc lên ng ta sợ đấy ạ 😂”
I decipher this message clearly say that she don’t like me. Good luck me with the next girl, may be you are lucky and could find your “The one”. I don’t know what to do, should I stay follow her, try my best to make her like me back. Or Just give up and find another girl and get rejected again. I don’t know. Sentiment is not easy to decide as mathematic. They don’t only have two choice TRUE OR FALSE, you couldn’t make a clear answer with out long time enough.
Okay, I will try to connect with her until her birth day( The Pocky day) If I see no chemical reaction, I should give up and go on. 😂😂😂. So I hope I won’t have “Lần tới” anymore. I still hope I can make her like me back. Good luck for me
#0606 Can’t help thinking about her
I don’t know but every time I like someone, I couldn’t help thinking about her. Want to make attention, look like a teenager. I don’t know who can like an immature guy like me 😂😂. So hard to find someone accept my childish.
I still like her therefore I am okay with her fastidious character. I don’t know what should I do to persuade her accept my bad and good character.
#0607 Read an article from a facebook friend, can’t describe my feeling when she wrote she is happy while waiting phone from someone everyday
I don’t know what is may feeling toward her. I am impressed by her character, passion about running, English ability,… But I admitted that she doesn’t have graceful beauty as in my mind. She doesn’t give me positive feedback also. I still follow her because I still have some emotional about her. I should ask my friend, does her have BF or not. It is not importance to everybody body, but it is importance to me. I really don’t want follow a girl that don’t have clearly statement about her relationship. But I know, I couldn’t force someone act like you want. I must give them freedom, When they feel need to say they will say.
9:09 I want to talk with someone who know me and. Understanding so much.
I don’t know how to make the girl I follow understand about me 😂😂. I have both good and bad points but most of my bad point is in appearance, the good point hide deeper inside. I am reading”The catcher in the rye” now because I like her, I like English also, I want to know why she love this classic novel so much. I agree that to understand someone you should read what they read and try to join thing they like. You need understand them before you request them to understand you. I am planning to attend mountain hiking this weekend because I want to prove to her that I care about her It made me also like mountain and tree.
#0608 Still like her but worry that It will be sad ending as usual
I don’t know why but every girl I like, I felt I can give up everything to follow them. Set them at highest priority for a short time. But when they didn’t feedback as I expected I immediately forgot them or be cold to them. I never experience love so I don’t know what it is, am I doing right or I should change.
I know we should expect less and live more but it is hard to follow. Like you understand how to play like federer but you can’t imitate his posture. The big gap between what you think and reality made you disappointed.
I hope she don’t hate me so I still have chance to change her mind. It is near impossible mission when I know, she is more stubborn than me 😂😂😂
Good luck me again.
#0609 I am gradually understand what love is
Everything need time to feel and love is also. I and her, both of we need time to feel that does this half is compatibility with you. Could you live with them for your remaining life.
#0610 I miss her so much and I don’t want to lost her
I want to talk with her but every time we talk we fight with words =)). I I like her and don’t want her hate me because my bad in using words and chat.
A. I don’t know what should I do, If I refrain from talking with her, how could I understand her and let her understand me. How could we can go to close together.
B. But If talk to her, we often end in fight I don’t say about physical fight, I say about fighting by words. She is the master of using words because she had read for entire of her life. It looks like you (3 years tennis) play again 20 years experience in Tennis master. And every thing you say, she got sick and think that’s rich. I am ok with everything she say because I like her. But I scared that her don’t like me anymore when she know that the vast gap in level of using words between us 😂😂😂
#0611 I don’t know why I want to talk with her so much.
What should I do, i don’t know.
#0613 Do I really like her or it is just my unsatisfied feeling
I don’t know but I have impressed about her, want to talk with her. Just it, but as my friend said, I want to chat or talk just because I like that, not because I like her. But how could I know I like her if I don’t know anything about her.
After reading The Shawshank Redemption, Dead Poets Society, I begin have guts to talk with her again. Ok she doesn’t like me and don’t have any interest with me, but it is because she doesn’t know anything about me like Me know nothing about her. So why don’t give a chance to understand each other. I know it is impossible but If I fear I will live in FA life for the remaining of my life 🙂
11:11 Am Bad day
Okay fine, I won’t fear about failure. I still hope about the better future.
“Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free.”
The Shawshank Redemtion
I begin to get the guts to talk with her after one week afraid that I could lost her if I continue have boring conversations. She doesn’t reply she don’t like me but she mean I should find the other girls because we are incompatible. I know there are a lot of different between us but we also have a lot of common, Humor, wild mind inside, like freedom, morality, friendly, straightforward. I admire her knowledge about world literature her passion about hobbit world. I don’t know I like her and want to understand about her more. And I really want to know the reason she doesn’t like me back. What is my wrong, how could I correct it to make her change attitude to me.
I don’t care someone will read sobbing diary. I am reading ” The catcher in the rye” and I feel I have the same free soul as the main character. I will express all my thinking here and I will relieve my soul a lot. If lucky, she read it and change her mind I will be the most happy guy in the world. If she don’t care and she don’t like me, I learned that I must stand up and go on.
I want to go to in front of her and say that “Hope is not dangerous, Hope set you free”
I am so depressed now, I don’t know what I am wrong. Why every girl I meet, they don’t like me although they said that I am good 😂😂🙄🙄.
10:12 Pm I still don’t know why she don’t like me. What am I wrong, I understand that love need chemistry and she doesn’t feel any chemistry from me. So could I have chance to make chemistry to our relationship. I hope I can do because hope set me free. I still like her and like until her have found “The one”, if “The one” is not me, I wish her all the best and have a happy life.
#0614 Trying to forget her, my one-sided like girl again .
She think she have no chemistry with me. So I should stop follow her because If I try to follow l her, the result will be the same with cases before. So before everything go worse, try to escape it and use your rational thinking.
Decided Ignore her messages. If next year, I still like her, and I and her still are single I will follow her again.
Waiting for “The one” again and hope she like me 😀😀