#0210 11:30pm,she is online but ignore my messages
I am going to be mad now. I really don’t know how to get her attention and have conversations with her. 7 days from her last seen on my messages, 9 days from last reply, I am scared that my crush to her will be faded by time without connection. We don’t have any mutual friend and other connections, so I feel powerless and stressed in finding out a way to connect to her.
Why she is so cold and What is my wrong T_T, I don’t know how to figure out these struggles. I see that my social skill and joking is so bad and sometimes is ungrateful,
#0212 She continues to ignore my messages
and I don’t know how to overcome this irritated feeling. Can’t help thinking about her and my future. How could I talk with a girl T_T
#0218 Mùng 3 Tết, Day 18 she still ignore my messages
She finally shown up on Facebook after two weeks offline , may be to reply to her friends private congratulations message.
There is nothing new update from her Facebook since Jan 23,2018. So, I don’t know how to start conversations with her, which topic will take her interest. So stressful
#0219 Special day again, She replied to my messages.
I could not explain how I am feel now. She finally replied to my messages after nearly one month. Lucky for me, hope everything go well.
#0220 Wow She go online and immediately offline again.
I don’t know why because she doesn’t share anything to me. How could I keep motivation and follow her when We have near zero connection and communication. I feel desperate now. Pitiful me T_T
#0226 She go online one time a day.
She is trying to reduce wasted time on facebook and I don’t know how to keep connection with her. Because, she doesn’t share anything new, that make me hard to find something to chat with her.
I am really desperate that I have sent friend request to her Papa and Mama. They doesn’t accept my request because they don’t know who I am but I won’t give up. I will try my best to prove that I am believable people, honest and have kind heart.
#0227 I miss her so much
I don’t know why I still keep crush on her for that long time. I don’t know why she go offline and refuse to give me her phone number. May be I forced her to read a lot of tedious messages from me, or want her feed back too much. May be she feel discomfort and she chooses go offline to avoid this awkward situation.
#0228 Last day of February could help thinking about her
I don’t know why I couldn’t help thinking about her. Today is the last official workday at Nagoya University and I have made encoder work. I m so happy about that but I couldn’t tell her because she is going to reduce time use facebook. I don’t know why I like her so much even though I have never meet her before. I want to meet her but I don’t know how to ask her out.
Took a cup of Starbucks mint tea and enjoy last official day at Nagoya University
I felt so happy when Phuoc invite me to have dinner with him and his friends Thinh, Tuan.
I have good impression about Tuan when I know he had prepared dinner for us. Stew beef is tasty and we have talked about some stuff. I just curious why Tuan don’t want to say the name of his company, I accepted that I am not close friend and he don’t want to say it.
I felt I can’t join with Phuoc, Thịnh conversations. Look like I miss her so much and want to talk with her but I don’t know how to or I can’t find a reason to talk with her.