20180709 Her…

#0709 Hi “the one”, I really want to meet you and talk with you to share my feeling when I am waiting to meet you.

I don’t know where are you, what are you doing and thinking now. But I really want to meet you and share this moment. I hope I could find you soon and we can share all stuff about our struggle we had overcome to meet each others. I hope you are enjoying your life and not have so much stress like me now. Wish all the best for you, I am going to your life soon 😅😅

#0710 worry when tennis elbow took 6 months for rehabilitation

Hi Future the one. Yesterday, I have played tennis after 10 days break and my tennis elbow is pain again. I search some articles about tennis elbow and knew that it takes 6-12months for rehabilitation. I felt disappointed because I love tennis so much and I can’t help to hang out with her. I am thinking about using left-hand to love tennis again.

#0714 holidays with cousin but I can’t help think about you

I want to talk alot, share everything of my life to you. But i don’t know where are you and who you are. Taking a train to Togoshi Station, Tokyo and wonder what are you doing now 🙄

When I have time I often contemplate about things other friends said, thing I have read from facebook, insta. Ha ha I am truly a Taurus boy. I think I never meet you, because if i met you and we are our the one. You won’t behave like ex. Crush have done to me. They reject my friend request, unfriend or even block my facebook. They don’t show any attention to my post, my private messages. I hope you won’t act like that like them 🙄🙄🙄😂😂

9:29 Pm. Successful connected to Her younger sister. I don’t know how to connect with her again, and I know it is tricky to be friend with her younger sister but I have no choice 🙄🙄🙄. I hope I had learned how to be gentle man and I would be a nice person in her younger sister’s eye. Hope things go well, hope for the best 😂😂😂. I don’t know the future, but at least, I could be friend with a good people like her younger sister 😅😅

#0715 On the train go back to Tsukuba after two days holiday with cousins. Don’t know why but I really want to send her these messages,

The old owner of this account has been destroyed by summer’s rage. I don’t know why but when I read the story of him I really want to help him how to be a gentle and subtle man, although It may too late 😅😅

Recently, how are you? Which company are you going to work after graduate?

I don’t know she will block me again but I will try to act gentle and subtle to not make her feel comfortable.

9:54 I have just sent messages on Instagram the last Chanel I could connect to her. I am ready the worst……

Tobe continue…

10:00 Pm Went to check Insta and she have seen but say nothing. It is so true to say that hope is dangerous thing.

I don’t know why she have clearly said she don’t like me but I still want to connect with her so much. The reason is because I still like her especially her caring to her friends.

I still hope but I want to change this hope to be my motivation to be a better people.

This quote inspires me so much. Okay, I am not cool, gentle or handsome but I am care for people I like and I hope The one will know my characters and found me soon 🙄🙄🙄

#0716 8:10 Am every time I tap on her Insta or Facebook I can’t give up on following her. She is really nice to other people.

May I will stop follow her when she shows her “The one”. *Cry* where is my “the one”, I have tried so hard but still don’t have any clue about you.

#0717 Found out that Her currently working in Ho Chi Minh City.

I don’t know how about future will be but when I still like her I still follow her. I know, she don’t like me and she chose to follow Lady GaGa quote ” When you wonder between career or love. Remember that on one day your career will never wake up and say that it doesn’t love you anymore”.

I don’t know how to follow her because I still never ever meet her 😂😂😂. Poor me

#0718 Couldn’t help following her

She don’t like me, she block my messenger, ignore my insta message…. But i still want to talk with her. Because, she is very nice, friendly to other, same sensor of humor. I don’t know who she will chose to live with her for the remaining life, that guy is definitely super lucky.

#0719 I don’t know why I like her so much.

But I will follow with hopeless so I won’t disappoint so much If one day I woke up and could see her activities anymore ( Because she block all the way I could connect to her lol).

I am trying to comfortable with myself even when I still have something unfinished, in completed or following her without clear signal. When you were young, be wild and be honest 😁😁

I am worrying that she may hate me more with this comment. But I couldn’t help to comment because It is so right at the time and situation make me Imagine about this cap. I am here, waiting her without hope and I don’t know at the end. We are together or not. But why don’t enjoy every moment of your life, even it is the feeling or one-sided like 😅😅. I know I am too crazy and It is really hard to find anyone crazy like me 😭😭😭

Decided to delete my comment after 20 minutes because I am really scared that she would block my instagram and that I would never ever have chance to connect with her 😅😅😅. Why I like her so much , i don’t know😭😭😭

#0720 Finally fully fixed my Car, learned that when you want to follow a girl, let her relaxed and have freedom. She will be your 😁

My alternator, water pump bell squeal every time I start my engine. I have tried many way to fix it:

1. Tight the belt fasteners.

2. Change belt side.

3. Spay water on the belt

4. Loose belt : It seems be quiet but I squeal again.

5. Lose some bolt to change alternator posture.

All the ways couldn’t stop the squeal. I had thought of changing back the old water pump because I thought may the new water pump is a bit firm and not smooth as old pump. Today, I got the new belt but when I changed It doesn’t fix squeal. I give up the idea of changing to old pump also, because I realized to torque to move old and new pump doesn’t seem too different.

Suddenly, I comeback to the method. loose the belt as much as possible and it turn out perfectly fix the squeal. I have learned one lesson, I am too stubborn when try to stretch the belt why It only need relax to work perfectly. It may work In love, I you like some one, give them free doom and If they like you, they will go back to you 😉

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20180704 Tsukuba life, coding and rehability

#0704 I still don’t know how could I find you but i won’t give up. Struggle with coding for living and calm my soul. There are a lot of talented people outside and I don’t know what I can do. But I will try to learn and be happy with my effort.

#0705 Took 1 hour to understand a strange people on facebook :))

What crazy I am, but I am really curious about active people and eager to know who are they and what did they do .

http://www.letiendung.info/?p=375

A professional people about biotechnology and he has some post on blog are worth to read 🙂

#0709

Lunch farewell Joan at JRL. I love my Lab so much, we often have lunch together and enjoy time chat together

#0714 Travelling to safari park, missing old friend Phuoc.

I know he don’t care about me anymore and I am not one of his close friend. But I really want to be his friend. I am trying enjoy time travel with cousin and I will overcome this lonesome time 🙄🙄🙄

#716 Second day and we went to safari park, Shizuoka

Enjoy trip with Uncle Manh’s family 😊😊

#0716

We met at Boss Vu Nguyen house and enjoy worldcup 2018 final. I had bet win for croatia but I am so unlucky

Catfish soup, it is a bit spicy and smell but we ate it all by the end of match.

Too hot in Tsukuba now. I want to go back Viet Nam

I am really confused now. I don’t know should I continue find job or go back to Viet Nam.

#0717 I want to share my life trouble with Nxp but I couldn’t disturb him. He is being happy with his lover and don’t want to be depressed by my ranting. F… My life when I don’t know how to control myself. 1:20 Am, couldn’t go for sleep when I still in struggle with installing unbun on my Dell laptop

#0719 Transfer hard disk to the same Labtop del xps15 and I could continue to work seamlessly.

Send message to my boss that I need to repair fan issue in my labtop and he give me a perfect advice. At first, I don’t want to move hard disk and hesitate to do thing I don’t want but when I did, it took about only 5 minutes 😅😅. Sometime, you hesitate to do something because of your stubbornness. Be relax and flexible, you will know that life is easy to live than you think

20180618 Confess to myself, self reflection

#0618: I don’t know about my true feeling but I have crush on people for simple but complicated reason

+I love English so if her is very good at English, I have good impression about her

+ I like people have same principle characteristics such as straightforward, caring, kindness, humor

+ I like people who also have talent about art and music

I don’t know I am too picky but I feel I am not a bad guy so why I don’t go to find good girl and really care about me.

#0619 Decided comeback to Viet Nam

I will try to apply a Job in USA, if it is impossible I will go back to Viet Nam.

But anyway, I will go back to Viet Nam this year or next year. Because I found that my bachelor supervisor is the head of Mechatronics Department. He also play tennis, so we found a lot of common point. I hope my career will go well and my life will become better.

Proposed to Ms. BACH KHOA. I hope she won’t reject me as all crush before. Hope for the best. Hope thing go well.

2018 June 26, 4:35 Pm#Am I too crazy, crush H. A deactive facebook or she block me. I don’t know

I don’t know. May be she realized that I am fall hopelessly in like with her. I don’t deny the true that I have good impression about her and may be somehow like her. But I am trying to keep trying to turn my emotion to positive action. I try to read Novels she like, follow some of her hobbies. If she don’t like me, it is just because we are not born to belong each other. I still like her in vain 🙄🙄.

20180601 Her, keep patient and let her feel about your attention

#0601 I must admitted that I am really bad in sense of emotion

After a lot of fail, I know it is time to change the way following girl in a better way. More gentle, kindly and let her feel that you really care for her.

#0604 I still felling confused about my feeling and don’t know what to do.

I want to rush but must restrain my feeling. That make me feel so irritate. Following is the most difficult task that we can not finish without girl’s permission :))

I have got kicked from a Clan in Clash of Clan because :

1- Forgot to take two attacks in war, 2-Talk too much,

3-Give a lot of opinions while I am just a new member

That is my feeling but I really want to ask the leader the main reason I got kicked out. I felt the same feeling when A girl kick me just because she don’t like me 😂😂. I don’t know who could like an ungentle, straightforwardly guy like me. Every girl I met, I can’t help thinking why they don’t like me back :)). May be, Am I really like them. I don’t know, but If they don’t give me a chance how could I understand her and really like them. That is contrary of life, fuck my self for too unlucky in finding the one.

15:14 Pm. Suddenly don’t know what to do, why following girl made my mind so tired. Thinking too much and don’t know what is my true feeling.

#0604 Hu hu can’t control my feeling

I don’t know this is crush feeling or I really like her. But how can I transform from crush to actually like her if she doesn’t give me a chance, turn on green light. I know I must chance because If I confess all thing to her she will be more defence and feel that I am forcing her to like me back. Ok we need time to make her feel about your care and your attention.

Control your natural character is very hard. But you need to do if you want to change your life from single to married 😂😂😂

#19:58 I couldn’t help to sent her a message :)) Just ask I don’t see her day on Facebook recently

I don’t know It is ok or not, but If you like why you don’t try. I am afraid if getting rejected again but If I don’t ask how could I understand her😂😂. If she care hope she will feedback soon.

1108 Pm: Got blast criticized from her and I know I am wrong, ok I like her straight forward character.

I have bad behavior when advise her to do or read something that I think It is good for her. Ok, another experience I have learned. Never advise someone to do things, they do what they like 😂😂. I don’t know she will hate me more or not. Ok the contrary of us have just started😅😅

Like a Facebook post of her from 2016 and she said I shouldn’t dig up her fb. I feel she clearly doesn’t have any chemistry with me. So, I should stop follow her or not. I don’t know. It is so hard to find a girl care about you and try to understand you 😂😂😂

“Vâng anh chú ý lần tới thích ai thì đừng đào fb ng ta từ mấy năm trc lên ng ta sợ đấy ạ 😂”

I decipher this message clearly say that she don’t like me. Good luck me with the next girl, may be you are lucky and could find your “The one”. I don’t know what to do, should I stay follow her, try my best to make her like me back. Or Just give up and find another girl and get rejected again. I don’t know. Sentiment is not easy to decide as mathematic. They don’t only have two choice TRUE OR FALSE, you couldn’t make a clear answer with out long time enough.

Okay, I will try to connect with her until her birth day( The Pocky day) If I see no chemical reaction, I should give up and go on. 😂😂😂. So I hope I won’t have “Lần tới” anymore. I still hope I can make her like me back. Good luck for me

#0606 Can’t help thinking about her

I don’t know but every time I like someone, I couldn’t help thinking about her. Want to make attention, look like a teenager. I don’t know who can like an immature guy like me 😂😂. So hard to find someone accept my childish.

I still like her therefore I am okay with her fastidious character. I don’t know what should I do to persuade her accept my bad and good character.

#0607 Read an article from a facebook friend, can’t describe my feeling when she wrote she is happy while waiting phone from someone everyday

I don’t know what is may feeling toward her. I am impressed by her character, passion about running, English ability,… But I admitted that she doesn’t have graceful beauty as in my mind. She doesn’t give me positive feedback also. I still follow her because I still have some emotional about her. I should ask my friend, does her have BF or not. It is not importance to everybody body, but it is importance to me. I really don’t want follow a girl that don’t have clearly statement about her relationship. But I know, I couldn’t force someone act like you want. I must give them freedom, When they feel need to say they will say.

9:09 I want to talk with someone who know me and. Understanding so much.

I don’t know how to make the girl I follow understand about me 😂😂. I have both good and bad points but most of my bad point is in appearance, the good point hide deeper inside. I am reading”The catcher in the rye” now because I like her, I like English also, I want to know why she love this classic novel so much. I agree that to understand someone you should read what they read and try to join thing they like. You need understand them before you request them to understand you. I am planning to attend mountain hiking this weekend because I want to prove to her that I care about her It made me also like mountain and tree.

#0608 Still like her but worry that It will be sad ending as usual

I don’t know why but every girl I like, I felt I can give up everything to follow them. Set them at highest priority for a short time. But when they didn’t feedback as I expected I immediately forgot them or be cold to them. I never experience love so I don’t know what it is, am I doing right or I should change.

I know we should expect less and live more but it is hard to follow. Like you understand how to play like federer but you can’t imitate his posture. The big gap between what you think and reality made you disappointed.

I hope she don’t hate me so I still have chance to change her mind. It is near impossible mission when I know, she is more stubborn than me 😂😂😂

Good luck me again.

#0609 I am gradually understand what love is

Everything need time to feel and love is also. I and her, both of we need time to feel that does this half is compatibility with you. Could you live with them for your remaining life.

#0610 I miss her so much and I don’t want to lost her

I want to talk with her but every time we talk we fight with words =)). I I like her and don’t want her hate me because my bad in using words and chat.

A. I don’t know what should I do, If I refrain from talking with her, how could I understand her and let her understand me. How could we can go to close together.

B. But If talk to her, we often end in fight I don’t say about physical fight, I say about fighting by words. She is the master of using words because she had read for entire of her life. It looks like you (3 years tennis) play again 20 years experience in Tennis master. And every thing you say, she got sick and think that’s rich. I am ok with everything she say because I like her. But I scared that her don’t like me anymore when she know that the vast gap in level of using words between us 😂😂😂

#0611 I don’t know why I want to talk with her so much.

What should I do, i don’t know.

#0613 Do I really like her or it is just my unsatisfied feeling

I don’t know but I have impressed about her, want to talk with her. Just it, but as my friend said, I want to chat or talk just because I like that, not because I like her. But how could I know I like her if I don’t know anything about her.

After reading The Shawshank Redemption, Dead Poets Society, I begin have guts to talk with her again. Ok she doesn’t like me and don’t have any interest with me, but it is because she doesn’t know anything about me like Me know nothing about her. So why don’t give a chance to understand each other. I know it is impossible but If I fear I will live in FA life for the remaining of my life 🙂

11:11 Am Bad day

#CarNeedRepair
#BossUrgeYouFinishDeadline
#HaveOnly11YenInYourWallet
#Don’tKnowHowToMakeInterestingConversation

Okay fine, I won’t fear about failure. I still hope about the better future.
“Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free.”
The Shawshank Redemtion

I begin to get the guts to talk with her after one week afraid that I could lost her if I continue have boring conversations. She doesn’t reply she don’t like me but she mean I should find the other girls because we are incompatible. I know there are a lot of different between us but we also have a lot of common, Humor, wild mind inside, like freedom, morality, friendly, straightforward. I admire her knowledge about world literature her passion about hobbit world. I don’t know I like her and want to understand about her more. And I really want to know the reason she doesn’t like me back. What is my wrong, how could I correct it to make her change attitude to me.

I don’t care someone will read sobbing diary. I am reading ” The catcher in the rye” and I feel I have the same free soul as the main character. I will express all my thinking here and I will relieve my soul a lot. If lucky, she read it and change her mind I will be the most happy guy in the world. If she don’t care and she don’t like me, I learned that I must stand up and go on.

I want to go to in front of her and say that “Hope is not dangerous, Hope set you free”

I am so depressed now, I don’t know what I am wrong. Why every girl I meet, they don’t like me although they said that I am good 😂😂🙄🙄.

10:12 Pm I still don’t know why she don’t like me. What am I wrong, I understand that love need chemistry and she doesn’t feel any chemistry from me. So could I have chance to make chemistry to our relationship. I hope I can do because hope set me free. I still like her and like until her have found “The one”, if “The one” is not me, I wish her all the best and have a happy life.

#0614 Trying to forget her, my one-sided like girl again .

She think she have no chemistry with me. So I should stop follow her because If I try to follow l her, the result will be the same with cases before. So before everything go worse, try to escape it and use your rational thinking.

Decided Ignore her messages. If next year, I still like her, and I and her still are single I will follow her again.

…..

Waiting for “The one” again and hope she like me 😀😀

#623 got Elbow tennis pain and have time for contemplation

Dear “The one”

I don’t know where are you and when you appear but I will find you and give you all caring I am waiting to give to you. You make me tired waiting for you but I am happy with that, good thing takes time. I am trying to enjoy time alone, learn everything from life, follow my career goal and hope happy will follow me.

20180601 Tsukuba Life, back to Nagoya

#0601 Decided to comeback Nagoya just because of one post about coffee time at Nagoya Library Starbucks

Now Waiting at Vip Lounge Tokyo for an excitement trip back to Nagoya where

On Saturday,

6-8 Am, run 10 km on the morning with Phuoc, Thinh and other acquaintances at Kawana Park

9:30-11:30 Am, Coffee with Kurofune startup about job in Japan with attention of Chu Bao Trung and maybe Nguyen Xuan Phuoc

12:00- 16:00 Thai Festival with Thing Truong and friends

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16-18:00 Play tennis at Nagoya University Court

On Sunday

6-8 Am Tennis at Tsurumai Park

9:00-10:00 Have breakfast with NXP at Gasuto Gokiso

11-15 Sleep =))

16- 18:00 Tennis at Nagoya University Court

23:00 Move back to Tsukuba

Enjoy crazy life when you still FA. =))

So danger

10:20 Pm. waiting with 15 people to get on Vip Liner Bus and a Japanese guy glide past. I thought He intent to clash with our group and I am unlucky man. I just slightly touch left hand to him but he stop listening phone and see back and shout a very noise sound like why I don’t say sorry to him. Actually, the contact is too fast and I don’t have time to realized that I have tough his hand. Hm he may be a guy to be fond of taking a quarrel by nature. Or He just has a lot of stress like me but don’t know how to flush them. I think I should thank to Tennis which help me flush all of my stress.

#0604 Finished my plan for two weekends day

Waiting at Tokyo stations- Yaesu and filling some pictures in the plan to prove the success .

12:11 Pm Check my Jp post bank account and realized that I only have 6 man for living. And through away all my hesitation, I asked my cousin for a short term loan T_T. I don’t know what am I trying hard for.

18:07 I felt ashamed when I ate all Mang Cut, that a friend from Nagoya want to give to his friend at AIST. I had sent messages but they don’t reply so i think they don’t need and ate all of them 😂😂

#0612, Every day I think about her, could we be compatibility and live together.

Thought about her every time make me could remember where I through my selfie stick. It make me horsing around for 30 minutes and finally I remember that I throw it in the back seat of my car.

I don’t know what to do, but think about her is my highest priority.

20:23 Go to extend using of my car and a lot of trouble happen

1. I went to wrong place that inspect normal vehicle

2. Turn back and go to Light Vehicle Inspection Association Ibaraki Office, Tsuchiura Branch

A. Got broken one light at number plate position

B. Front light elbow in wrong position

3. When in the way back home I realized the temperature lamp wink, there are some problem in colder system

Tomorrow I must go to fix all of that stuff

Hope everything okay with me. I still like her but don’t know how to speak with her.

#0620 A lot of thing want to do

I am drowning in ambition to learn every thing. I want to be good at English, pro in tennis and fly high in career. And I want to find “The one”, but I don’t know where is she. So I chose to go around the world to find her.

#0628 Focus on my goal to make amazing airbus demonstration

Following inspired people on facebook give me motivation to learn and focus on my goal.

#0630 Trying hard to fix my car Daihatsu Tanto 2004

Bought a new water pump and learned how to change water pump for Daihatsu Tanto L350S 2004. But after finishing change it I realized the reason doesn’t come from Water Pump.

I went to Daihatsu Dealer from a friend’s advice and they found that my coolant system got leak by intake manifold. He said that one gasket got broken so and need to change. He also found out leak in my oil filter so we need change O ring. However, price for exchange parts is about 50 dollar but technical fee is 250 dollar. So I decided to buy exchange parts on Rakuten and Monotaro and DIY to challenge myself.

I don’t know why I felt disappointed. May be, I don’t have patience to challenge on repairing my car or following girl. I don’t know what is this feeling. But I hope everything will be okay. Good luck for me.

#20180518 Her, scared of following girl again

#0518 I don’t known should I follow H. A or not.

She close her facebook, reject my invitation, so I felt ashamed. I don’t know I could overcome me ego to talk with her again. I still have good impression on her but I need some more signal from her to start talk with her again.

So, I think I should keep silent until I feel I want to talk with her.

#0518 Just read a new blog from QT she is so special.

I don’t know why I still want to reconnect with her although every time we chat, we want to block each other immediately =)). I don’t know but It looks like we have same opinion about life inside but total different character outside. I don’t know how to do but let’s time and faith decide.

Overthinking and don’t know which is true. Ok, try to be calm, take care about people you like, If they care you back that is “The one” you should follow.

#0518 Which is my true feeling

Confused about my feeling, because I felt uncomfortable if I chat with a girl just for reason that I want to be her friend.

But ok, like tennis. When you feel awkward that is signal that you are changing.

#0519 I have a short conversation with her after one week keep silent.

She open access to her account so I could understand about her more. She still have high ego but willing to chat with me. We are opposite signs so compatibility is not easy. But why don’t give it a chance 🙂

#0523 Suddenly feel worried about getting married

I still don’t know where is the one but I feel they day I will get married is coming. I desire to find the one but also worried about my future, could she endure my childish character, or how do we manager conflicts because I worry that I may not make her happy as she wish. I don’t know the conflicting inside my mind. Life is so hard to handle. And some time, you can’t stop worry about thing you can’t control.

17:33 Could not help thinking about her. I like her but I am worrying about failure and don’t know how to make conversation with her. I don’t know how to stop overthinking. Should focus on my love Tennis to be have sane mind and figure out what to do.

#0524 Look at her facebook and mine, realized that my Facebook looks so ugly 😂😂

Every picture on her facebook looks like took from a movie scene. Her style is romantic, gentle and fantasy why me is romantic, realistic, and effective. I like her so much but scare more that It may end in unwanted way and I will be sad again. But I don’t care, I had experience bitter of love enough and i don’t care untill I could enjoy the sweet of love. Best wish and luck for me.

#0525 Decided to focus in research and hobby.

One girl feel disturbing from my daily message as we are close friends but We are merely acquaintances. Other girl said to her mother that we are not compatibility. So I thought I should give them free time to feel that am I deserve to be their the one and Do I really like them.

When you give love free, If it follow you, you deserve it. If not you don’t need to disappointed about it.

Keep away about must getting marriage, make them feel comfortable. Try your best and good luck to me.

#0526 I don’t think there are only one the one in your life, there are a small number of people that compatibility with you and by chance one of them will be your the one.

So I don’t worry If someone reject me because she feel not compatibility, It is signal to go on and continue to find someone accept you.

Ok keep restrain my emotion and behavior as a gentle man.

16:00 I just have a glimpse over her photo album and Impressed by her character and style.

She have great sense of art and humor, she traveled a lot and experience everything The Hobbit village in New Zealand, Balkan Lake in Russia, Take photo with lion in Thai Land,… So everything about her

#0527 Trying so badly to restrain my urging feeling to follow girl again. I will change my way of following girl and let them feel, if they care about me I will see. If they don’t I won’t be disappointed anymore.

Past: I always follow girl in disturbing way

Current : I still follow them but in silent way, when I feel We have something in common I will talk to them. I won’t deadly follow them anymore. I need spent my time to enjoy life, not to feel painfully about getting rejected.

#0529 Still in troubling of how to repress my emotion.

Actually, I don’t know what to do. Just read her blog and must admitted that she has good writing skill.

#0514 Tsukuba Life deadline end of this month

#0514 Be careful

my boss said that I should be careful about my respond for work, when I sad I will go back last week but I have postponed for one week. And we will have a demonstration end of this month, so a lot of stress and I think I should find out way to resolve it. Poor me =))

Could not stop overthinking, how can I understand program. It is so complicated.

12:58 Should train to control. My mind don’t overthinking just take it easy and let it be. If you like don’t be shy

8:12ーpm I am feeling shy because I am not a good player so people don’t want to play with me. Feeling alone but I won’t give up. Because I love tennis, so I could endure lonely to live with tennis for the rest of my life.

#0518 Give a stranger one washing machine and an electric thermos pot

A member of việt Tsukuba ask for some domestic electric appliance for her younger brother who just came to Tsukuba to learn Japanese

I had a spare washing machine and electric thermos pot, so I give it to him and bring it to his home on the way I back from early morning tennis at Ichinomiya Resident of Tsukuba University. I felt happy when I could help someone.

When you do other a favour, don’t require payback. Keep giving away and you will receive surprised gift at somewhere in sometime.

#0520 Football at Tsukuba University and discuss about Tsukuba Robotic Challenge

First time I play with Vietnamese students of Tsukuba University. Ya, football is a good way to relax, connect people and feel that life is still worth to enjoy=)).

A lidar for Tsukuba challenge. I discussed with Ryodo about our challenge in November and I hope i will learn a lot about SLAM and Ubuntu when I work with him.

#0524 Discuss with my boss and know what to do

I felt ashamed when I couldn’t finish anything. Ok it is so hard to cant do good work, find the one and follow your love about tennis.

22:05 Want to confess to someone but couldn’t find anyone have time for me. I know I rant like an adolescent girl but I couldn’t stop my brain think about everything in my life. Hu hu I really need someone hear me ramble about life.

#0528 Dinner with two tennis girl at Forest tennis circle

We had very good time dinner together and talk about tennis, stuff in life. They are very open and kind, I think I am true when decided to cancel tennis training today to have fun, enjoy dinner with two 3rd year Tsukuba University student.

Ton of stress in my mind. I feel I could not handle it. Know nothing about code, and trying to figure out from scratch.

#0529 I have cried so hard when I see How I meet your mother Season 6-9

https://toomva.com/video/how-i-met-your-mother-season-6-9-glitter=907

All of us wish that we have a BFF who care about us. I felt compassion with Ted when I am living alone, single and getting old. I still don’t have any signal from “The One”. I am dying in finding you 🙂

#0531 Decided to go back Nagoya in the last day of May

And my boss come aside and said he need simulation results. Trying to debug program and got tired. Fuck my research life, how can I find solution.